'fcuk them...deal with ur own life'

my dad text me during pBu klas :

dad: u free ??

since i was freaking bored so i answered yes....then i went out of the klas n waited 4 him call bk..

dad: amma told me u got problem with ur hsemates....yes ah ?? y all this..??

me: im not da 1 giving problem...they ony tunjuk muka at me suddenly...

dad : maybe its coz of da foto u have on ur board...they r talking behind ur bk...n they dont like da idea dat ur frens with him....

me: *blur*

dad: maybe they trying 2 boycott u...

me : *still blur*

dad: its not good 2 fight with ur hsemates...u guys living under 1 roof...must be 2gedar alwiz....

me: yah i'll think about it....

dad: ok tc...let me know when u got no money $$$

me: okies...

then i dono 4 wat reason i felt tears dropping 4rm my eyes like water fall...i went 2 da bathroom n cried...damn FBL toilet stinks man !!!
i guess im jz feeling lonely n now i realize dat staying away 4rm home is very hard....

i dont have da right person 2 pour all my problems....my klasmates dat i used 2 hang out once upon a time r all in 1 corner now...i dont ave my fens with me...

ppl ony say that im ur best fren n im there 4 u...bt in true fact they r jz saying it 4 da sake of it...
considered dat im a loner now coz every1 has a new fren...

my once upon a time best fren has found some1 else n is 24/7 talking bout the new found fren....my other best fren hangs out with some other guys dat im not comfortable with....

my hsemates r behaving like some piece of shit....i wish 2 change university but there is no guarantee dat i will have 2 go through the same shit.

well looks like i have 2 jz deal with my own life n not worry bout others...as my brother said...
'fuck them...deal with yr own life'........