ok i was so feaking bored so i decided to post 2 blogs today...so i read this 'vIsiOn' school book (da school book is called vision) and there was this section about 'YOUR STAR'.so i decided to just have a flip through it... and this is wat it was written about my star.....

"you are a true dreamer who is more concerend with intellectual concepts than with the possible material gains governing any given situation.because of your adaptable nature and your unique powers of sympathy(..??), you are welcomed by others wherever you go.although you are apt(huh..??) to succumb to peer pressure because of your congenial nature, u will succeed in developing a positive personal character for yourself so long as u choose ur friends carefully(hmmmm....). pisces are admired for their generosity(ehem..ehem) and sensitive nature.They often make excellent business people, sales persons(yah rite...!!) and homemakers(hahaha) because of their honesty, sense of humour, and skill in genuine communication.they rarely fail to see a question from all sides."

so dat was wat was(hey...) written about pisces...and about me...??? anyway i do know dat i am a dreamer and sometimes i juz live in dreams...i prefer living there coz i don't like dis cruel and ugly world sometimes....

oooopppss me seriously got 2 go now...my mom is yelling at me...arrrgghhh...will continue when i have time....

oh ya last but not least...

pisces..hahaha

i hate this feeling....

im confused, frustrated, sad, and down

i hate the people who is not around me

i hate everything thats happening to me

i hate me ....i hate u

i hate what im doing

i hate what im not doing

i hate it when he's not replying my messages

i hate when he's not telling me he's plans

i hate when he goes out with other gals n not tell me anything

i just hate whatever that has got anything to do with u

i know u are not mine...but i juz hate u

and this time i really mean it

3 weeks.....!!!!

ok so someh0w i have completed all my 5 papers....da battle ended on tuesday,10 oct 2007 at 4 pm...well actually exam finished at 4.30pm but i came out early coz the hall was too cold and i have already ran out of ideas...anyway after all it's only eNgLish...ya rite...!!!

so my seniors have left my apt already...they will be on industrial training for 2 or 3 mths...gonna miss them like hell...!!! the packed their bags and emptied their room...the house looked so dull...so there's gonna be like 6 of us only at home...well actually 5 coz 1 of da senior is not at home most of the time...so there's down to 5...no 4 lah actually...coz my roommate is not at home also most the time..oh my god....it's gonna be freakin boring....!!!! i don't think we are going to enjoy dinner or supper like we used to at infasha...or rNr...

ok so im at home n0w listening to some lame boring song and blogging...this is h0w my life is going to be for the next 3 weeks...i think so...or i might go hang out with my frens...but surprisingly...i actually can't wait 2 go bak home...home as in home in melaka...03A-06....ya dats my house number...it is so freakin boring over here...coz both my parents go 2 work..and my bro goes 2 univ.....and it's left me alone at home...aiyo....!!!

3 weeks is so frekin long....its like 21 days and 504 hours...hmmm i think so...coz im seriously bad at maths... so bak to my culcalation...it's gonna be dat long im gonna be at home....nway i'll tr 2 spent my time blogging...and oh ya...i got 2 study 4 my sup....coz i seriously know i have to retake 2 of my papers...GPL and accounts.... acoounts ppl accounts....seriously..y on earth do i have 2 learn accounts....it's some stupid f***ing subjEk...!!
aaaaarrrrrrrgggghhhhh.......!!!!

*singing out*

i haTe......!!!!

i hate gen law.....!!!

i hate gen law....!!!



i hate gen law.....!!!



but h0w can i hate gen law when dat is da basic subject 2 lead me 2 become a lawyer.....???



but i hate gen law.....!!!!



maybe i should go do some management thingy....???



should i...



should i not.....



should i....



should i n0t.....



but my aim is to become a lawyer......



omg what am i suppose to do....!!!!!



someb0dy pls save me....!!!!



gonna miss u twin if i ever change my mind.....

my besty...:D

.....me deeps n shad.....

ok so my twin..a.k.a shad asked me 2 blog about 1 of my besty....a.k.a deeps dats wat i call her but her parents named her adiba farhana bt wat ah...??? halim rite....?? sorry gal... since it as been a long time since me n deeps and irshad hanged out 2gether...

so she has been my 1st galfwen ova here.....n i still remember da way i intro myself 2 her..

mUa: hi im rathi...nice 2 meet u(with my colgate smile..:)..)

dEeps: hi im adiba...nice 2 meet u too....

after my other fren told her dat im doing law too...

dEeps: omg finally..!!! some1 who is doing law...!!

her expressions were very unfake....n from dat point onwards i liked her a lot....we hang out 2gether most of da time during da whole orientation week....urgkh 1 whole week..omg..!!

nway it was soo much fun...n yah..remember we were sitting in da cLc A1 lecture hall listening 2 da crap of da ghauth jasmon dude...and then we were playing da song guessing game since we were bored...n suddenly we realized we were making so much of noise since ppl were shhh-ing us....ah i miss da days....!!!!

but lately now....there has been a huge gap between me n deeps and shad also....y ah...??

me oso don't know y...???miss u loadz lah deeps....*sob*sob

since your grandmom passed away..and some whole 'saka' thingy..(till now im still not so clear bout it) that happened to u...we hardly hang out together....the only time i meet u is in da class... or in da stupid ixora lift...and now luckily there's exam and thats y we get 2 meet...rite..??

anyway we( rathirshad) juz wanna let u know dat we are always behind you... no matter what happens...seriously...like seriously...me hope for the 2nd sem we can cover those huge gaps ok...

no matter what u r still my besty..:D

.....me n deeps......

*singing out*

finals are here....!!!!

ok so da final exams are here and every1 is studying the crap out of their head...i've been studying really hard too....i think....i've been drinking lots of nescaffee too...omg i'm so addicted to it again and my mom's so gonna kill me...

I've just completed my m'sian legal history exam....it was not dat difficult nor it was easy....it was oklah....i hope i'll pass...no i have to pass or not my parents will skin me 2 death...and i have another 4 more papers next week...i've got stupid accounts and computer applications paper... omg...seriously ppl...im doing law...wat has law got 2 do with accounts...like seriously i hate accounts....and i don't mind learning computers in lab...but why on earth should i learn wat is inside a computer....like seriously ppl....

so this is wat happened to me when i came back h0me on tuesday after my history exam....i slept and i woke up and then my senior told me that 1 of her pet bro's fren has committed suicide...coz he got barred 4 3 subjects....his dad screwed him 2 the max so he decided to drink poison...he suffered 4 1 week and died on tuesday around 4pm....

like seriously why are ppl committing suicide....a month a go a girl fell from the 6th floor of the great ixora apt....not exactly fell....she actually jumped coz of some stupid L.O.V.E problem....
if every1 starts committing suicide 4 some dumb and lame reasons...than i think half of the mmu-ians are gone...i guess...hmmmm

so dis is what happened....so 2 da peepz out there...think before u act....dats da principle of my life actually...omg principles....i've got gen law coming up next week... got 2 buy more nescaffee and study.....

*singing out*

yaayyyyy....!!! i have finally created a blog

so finally..... i have created a blog for myself...since most of them in my class got blog so i also tot of creating one...

10x to twin, jessica n nesha since they helped me a little bit in creating dis blog...

since most of the "ppl's" blog has been black...like black market...hehe...so i oso choose black but with red...hot and classic.....it's actually a 'mixture'.... life has to like that rite....???it is not da girly girly type rite....?? coz im not da pinky pinky girly girly type.....like ma wonderful frens amierah yasmin n 'pinky' aleeya.... love u loadz gals....!!!

so dis is ma 1st blog...i'll try my best 2 update my blog everytime....i hope...i guess....

omg i've got gen. principles of law exam next week.....aaahhhh hate exam's......nwayz all da best to my peepz out there.....go studylah...haiyo...!!!